On May 24th 2012, my life changed forever, My oldest brother Matthew took his own life, everyday since has seemed to be missing something, and I am missing a piece of my heart. I never thought something like this would happen. I miss him more than anyone will ever know. The day before he died I gave him a ride to a counseling facility in our home town, he was trying to get help. Its hard not knowing what made him change his mind, wish I could just talk to him one more time or see him one more time I would give anything. Never take a single day for granted, we are here today gone tomorrow and its not always fair, wish things were different but I am glad that the day before he passed I got to tell him I loved him twice, but still wish I could call him and tell him right now. :( 

R.I.P Big Brother, until we meet again <33 

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